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FinerThanFitz · Joined: 04 Mar 2015 Posts: 16087

Though he hadn't felt okay throughout the entire ordeal, he suddenly felt even more ill eased and nervous when he heard Hadrian call out. What if Hadrian and Ulrich didn't want him after this? He turned to look helplessly at Sanders, but before he could say anything, Ulrich cleared his throat as he approached the door after the nurse and Hadrian.

"Babe, Noah, can...can we please come in? I...we just...we want to see that you're okay." He said, his voice becoming tighter as he spoke.

Sanders pat at Noah's hand again, giving him a look of assurance.

"It'll be alright." He nodded. "You should let them see you."

Noah swallowed thickly before nodding back.

"I...yeah, you can come in." He said, though his voice wavered.

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Hadrian bit his bottom lip hard upon hearing the waver, going to head in quickly but looked uncertain. "C-Can I come over to you?"

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Ulrich came in after Hadrian, although, upon seeing Noah in the hospital bed, as roughed up as he was, he froze, his heart sinking.

Noah wasn't oblivious, his own heart clenching in his chest when he saw the look on Ulrich's face, however, he mustered a nod to Hadrian's question.

Sanders gave Noah's hand one more pat before going to stand up, telling Noah quietly that he would give the threesome some space, but wouldn't be far. He stepped out then.

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Hadrian hurried over, looking very upset and concerned. "W-would you be okay if I touched your hand?"

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Noah looked from Hadrian in his approach and then to Ulrich, who still wore the same pained expression and still in the same place. Instantly, his eyes welled with guilty tears.

“I-I’m sorry.” He croaked, not sure what else to say.

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Hadrian looked startled. "Wh.. for what?"

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Noah opened his mouth and closed it a few times, several false starts to answer a question he wasn't even sure he had the answer to.

"I-I don't know...that...that this happened? That...that...that it..." He began choking on his words and his eyes began watering.

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"...Oh Noah. Noah, no, mi amor, no..." Hadrian said, voice absolutely heartbroken. "This isn't your fault, this isn't anything you've done." Hadrian grabbed onto his hand, slow and gentle just in case. "I'm not upset with you, god, I could never be. I'm s-so worried and upset for you."

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Ulrich realized his misstep and stepped forward then, going to approach on the other side of the bed.

"I-I'm sorry, baby, I'm sorry. I-we're not upset with you. I'm sorry." Ulrich crooned, reaching to take his other hand gently in his own. "Hadrian's right, we've just been so...so...scared."

Noah sniveled and shook his head, still unsure of what to say or do. All he knew was that he felt horrible, feeling no solace in his boyfriends being there, just guilt.

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"W-we got the call and got the first f-flight here a-and we've been so scared, we-we had no idea what happened and Noah, I-I'm s-so sorry w-we weren't h-here to pr-protect you." Hadrian said, voice trembling.

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"I-I'm sorry I even came out here. I...I shouldn't have left, I shouldn't have gone out, I shouldn't..." Noah's voice broke off into a croak as he took his hands from both Hadrian and Ulrich then to cover his face as he doubled over with his crying.

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Hadrian looked very heartbroken for his boyfriend, reaching to rub his back gently instead. 'Noah, noah, shhh, love it's okay..."

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Ulrich reached up to gently brush at Noah's hair, eyebrows furrowed as he was unsure what to do to console his boyfriend.

Noah continued to cry into his hands for what felt like a long while until his sobs turned into small hiccups and whimpers. He still held his face, though he managed to speak then.

"I-I want to go home... I don't want to be here a-anymore." He mustered.

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"W-we will do whatever you need to do love but try and just rest tonight and we'll talk about it in the morning, hm? We're not l-leaving you, we'll be right here, keeping you safe." Hadrian murmured gently.

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“I-I don’t want to stay here though. I want to go h-home.” Noah simpered.

“Baby, Hadi’s right though. You should get rest, you need it. I promise, first thing in the morning we’ll so what we can to get you home, okay? We’ll do whatever we have to.” Ulrich insisted, simply earning another headshake from Noah. He looked desperately to Hadrian.

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