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"I know, D, I know." Dixon assured her quickly, though, his eyes were sad. He knew Dana loved and accepted Declan as her own, but his heart still hurt with guilt from time to time for what he'd put her through to get his son. "People... just don't understand, baby, but that's their problem. Just because someone else made him doesn't mean you are any less his mama."
Just then, Dixon glanced over Dana's shoulder and felt his stomach drop when he saw Declan standing there, his little face visibly more upset and confused than it had been before. Dixon paled.
They'd never intended to keep it a secret about Declan, especially to Declan, but he was still so little and it was so hard to find the right time to talk to him about it, let alone know if he'd understand or not. But it was clear from the look on his face that he understood enough and was upset.
"Deccy, I-"
"What does it mean?" He asked, his little lips already quivering. |
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| Posted: Tue Nov 20, 2018 10:53 am Post subject: |
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| Dana's eyes widened and she turned to look at Declan. "Deccy, baby..." she started, going to waddle over to him. |
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"Are you my mama?" Declan asked, his whole face pinching into sadness as he looked up at Dana with glossy eyes.
"Oh, honey, son, of course she's your mama." Dixon assured as he followed after Dana. |
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| Posted: Tue Nov 20, 2018 10:56 am Post subject: |
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| "Deccy baby, I am your mama and you are my little man." Dana said, scooping him up the best she could and looked to Dixon as if to say 'maybe it's time.' |
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| Dixon looked at Dana, acknowledging a her look with a tight expression of his own as he closed his eyes and reached up to rub at his stressed brow. He gave a little nod and then reached over to smooth some of Declan's hair from his face before placing a hand at the small of Dana's back and guiding her towards the couch to take a seat. |
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| Posted: Tue Nov 20, 2018 11:08 am Post subject: |
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| Dana went to sit down on the sofa with Declan, putting him between her and Dixon with a little sigh. |
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Dixon was quiet a moment, trying to find his words.
"Declan... you know how Mama has your little brother and sister in her tummy right now?" Dixon began, earning a half-hearted little bob of Declan's head. Already, this was too hard. "Well... when you were being made... when... when you were... it... wasn't Mama making you." The words felt thick coming out of his mouth and left his throat feeling tight and dry.
It only got worse when Declan looked up at him, very confused.
"What about sissy?" he asked about Dixie.
"Well... Mama made her, yes." Dixon nodded.
"Why not me?" Declan asked, frowning tightly.
Dixon bit back his own frown and reached out to pet Declan's hair.
"Because... I made you with someone else." He managed, but he felt his stomach knotting looking at Declan's growing confusion. He swallowed a bud in his throat and looked to Dana for help. |
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| Posted: Wed Nov 21, 2018 9:29 am Post subject: |
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| Dana looked lost on what to say. "Me and your Papa has been through a lot of ups and downs, Deccy..." |
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"I-I made a bad choice, baby boy, but I wouldn't change it for anything because I get to be your papa and Mama is your mama a-and we love you so very much." Dixon sputtered, not sure how much Declan was understanding.
"But...Mama didn't make me...not like sissy and the babies." Declan frowned tightly. |
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| Posted: Wed Nov 21, 2018 9:55 am Post subject: |
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| "Deccy, my little love, you're my boy. My baby boy, no matter that." Dana reassured firmly. |
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"That's right. Mama loves you so so much, Declan. She loves you just as much as sissy and the babies." Dixon nodded, still worked up and anxious as he watched Declan closely.
Declan looked up at Dana, eyes moist and a little frown curling his lips.
"Really?" He asked. |
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| Posted: Wed Nov 21, 2018 10:19 am Post subject: |
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| "God yes, baby boy. You and your sister and the babies are my absolute world. My world." Dana reached to scoop him close. |
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| Posted: Wed Nov 21, 2018 10:22 am Post subject: |
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| Declan allowed himself to be pulled close and he promptly set to snuggling into Dana. Dixon scooted close as well, wrapping his arms around the both of them in a firm embrace. |
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| Posted: Wed Nov 21, 2018 10:24 am Post subject: |
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| "You know, your Grandma and Grandpa Atkins aren't my birth mummy and daddy." Dana said, rubbing his back gently. |
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Declan looked up at Dana, eyes wide.
"Did Grandpa Atkins make you with someone else too?" He asked, absolutely shocked. |
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